tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-63944930556538017992024-03-06T09:37:23.533+08:00This Is My Therapydo something worth writing and write something worth doing.Captainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04181424768426442935noreply@blogger.comBlogger81125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-33588300118080298322011-08-10T02:03:00.005+08:002011-08-11T13:57:34.452+08:00Moving!I moved to a blogging engine with a friendlier interface for my mobile phone - blackholestomach.tumblr.com. Much love and peace out! Have a good Ramadhan. Drink plenty of water. Grab this opportunity to do as many good as you can. Repent past behaviours. And start over from today onwards till the next Ramadhan. Make this as the moment for your 'new year resolution'. InsyaAllah Allah will guide lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-85501002339133943212011-07-27T11:19:00.004+08:002011-07-27T11:39:49.378+08:00Fighting this paranoiaDreams are your subconscious mind trying to tell you something. But what if it's too paranoid? Then you know that you now have to use your brain and intuition to fight that paranoia. Whatever happens in the past doesn't predict the future. You can still fight it today. If your life's not about fighting your own demons, then it's a life not worth living. I woke up today with this weird dream that lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-22540199387419349242011-07-20T02:14:00.004+08:002011-07-20T02:42:56.056+08:00A PeekIt is kind of silly actually. When you read at what these people actually fight for. Don't they know they are the fabric of the society and whatever they weave in their lives make up the whole interconnected world they live in? But you can't really judge someone personally on account of their raw emotions and reactions. What you can actually do is connect these strings of facts thrown into your lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-50028090438748364882011-07-14T01:02:00.002+08:002011-07-14T01:12:23.086+08:00Three Generations ApartThis is me playing a Yamaha keyboard with my former band at Lepak Cafe. This is my mum with her guitar in her 20s.This is my grandmother in her 30s with Uda (who resembles Noah according to mum).Reminiscing the ladies in the house and their history. Tears streamed down my face looking at arwah Atok's pictures. I will make my family proud one day. :)lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-20939937905011754492011-07-06T07:55:00.003+08:002011-07-06T08:31:11.156+08:00Two Can Play That GameT-Shirt, courtesy of Afiq. :PHe's soon to be in practical! Excited. :DThe cutest duo on earth! Hugs and kisses for both of them. Work & study section of my room. A little desk at the corner.I have been keeping myself busy. It's okay to glance back to see what you've been tripping on. Thankfully, I didn't fall flat on my face, regained my balance and I'm walking again. No limping or crawling. lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-37724902773088207982011-06-29T16:49:00.004+08:002011-06-29T16:58:16.825+08:00Tutup Cerita Lama; New Chapter Begins NowPerforming on stage - one of my favourite past time. I think this picture is by far the coolest for me. :)Layan lagu epic ni dulu. :)lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-61507633152312332672011-06-27T00:39:00.007+08:002011-06-27T01:40:20.458+08:00Do I Set This Stick Bridge on Fire?It's like saying, hey I know I hate you and I don't want to see you ever again so I did everything in my power to make sure you're not within my reach of acknowledgement without my consent so I deleted you off from all the reachable social network sites that may have you pop out in the 'newsfeed' or made you easily accessible through its search bar and I think I must've deleted your number and lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-48931915000985160802011-06-24T01:37:00.003+08:002011-06-24T01:57:47.630+08:00So Here Goes a New Chapter In My Life!My gap year (which is actually more than one year of gap) from studies is coming to an end. Soon I'll be embarking on a new challenge. This is me against myself - discipline for time management and resisting temptations to stray from my future goal. What this means if in 4 months I can keep up and cope, I'll be up on another plane of existence InsyaAllah!So, you see, it doesn't mean that when I lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-36225182494776752552011-06-17T02:15:00.002+08:002011-06-17T02:23:34.394+08:00All I can say is:P :P :P :P :P :P Sometimes narcissism can get out of hand. Anyway, I tried a little bit of something out of the box. Got myself out there in the real world where people actually judge you by how you look, walk, and talk and you know what, it was fun. It was definitely an eye opener and I got a different kind of perspective. I might try again in the future who knows - if I have the time. All I lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-5747830960244285832011-06-13T23:33:00.002+08:002011-06-13T23:36:51.788+08:00DisplineI really need to follow this timetable to make full use of my off days. 9-11 Physics11-12 Lunch12-2 Maths2-3 Research on piloting and aircrafts3-4 IQ test onlineBreak! Soon to add: Mandarin classesI'm going back to 'school' people! So excited to start tomorrow. lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-35167151706105607332011-06-10T23:31:00.007+08:002011-06-13T23:31:43.676+08:00What Goes On HereA lot of stuff in my head at the moment.Apart from all of that, I need to write a letter to decline the offer from Cardiff because I can't go there now especially since I don't have the much needed fundings to support myself there. :( Just for good measure, I'll write a thank you note at the end of it for considering me. It has been a productive day today. :) lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-48294108399880809212011-06-09T02:00:00.003+08:002011-06-09T02:13:30.927+08:00Long Way To GoI'm reminiscing the time when I first saw the Guy. :) He was singing a reggae piece at a mutual friend's barbecue. Funny thing is, I was the keyboardist of the band that time and I didn't even know his name. Haha. My involvement with that side of the circle has benefited me some experience in music, friendship, and brotherhood. I didn't realize that the Guy had his eyes on me long before that lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-17836842328757321872011-06-08T12:04:00.001+08:002011-06-08T12:06:31.392+08:00AlhamdulillahOur very own homebred Malaysian music. More of this please!lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-13224842013550386292011-06-06T13:43:00.002+08:002011-06-06T13:56:10.236+08:00It's So Loud Inside My Head With Words That I Should Have SaidListen to the lyrics by the rapper.I wonder how far he can go. Sounds promising, but can he keep up with all the pressure?lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-7701804464604699482011-06-06T12:40:00.004+08:002011-06-06T13:38:18.363+08:00A Moment to PonderIt's hard enough now. Imagine how it'll be like for our kids. Education. Social stigma. Jobs. Back then, the environment teaches the young ones. People help each other, advice when things are not right, support when there is a need for support. Now, the corrupted media confines us in our bedroom. Makes us ever more fearful of everything else outside. The world doesn't revolve in your bedroom or lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-266824962528514002011-05-28T12:18:00.009+08:002011-05-29T09:14:19.395+08:00Moving On To The Next StepIt's those little things that makes you reflect and say "Wow, I've done a lot back then."I did quite a few odd jobs before I even started thinking of having a career. Along the way I found and grew up to my own way and my own path. My taste in relationships - lovers and friends - have been tried and tested as well throughout the years in my secondary school towards the end of my college years. lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-38818374513741977002011-05-24T20:01:00.006+08:002011-05-24T20:46:01.754+08:00I'd rather be ridiculously impossible anyways.Ever tried Googling your name with quotes on? You'd be surprised. ;) My mum always say never put stuff online especially when you have bad things to say about someone/something. Why? Because putting quotes on restricts google results to only that particular phrase and not those words separately. I mention this because I found some entries about me in the past that I didn't know of. Somewhat lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-1003946075526431662011-05-24T14:11:00.002+08:002011-05-24T14:44:25.970+08:00Atah's Secret GardenI like this flower particularly because of the little flower bud next to that blooming flower. So pretty. And it doesn't take much to look so pretty. There are times in high school where I believed that there were fairies in the garden, and little pixies dancing and hopping on the pebble stones. I believe this is my grandma's mantra for keeping up with the garden 24/7. Some people drink, some lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-10596572300543011372011-05-22T14:40:00.006+08:002011-05-24T10:51:57.561+08:00Those Sharks should be Left Starving Out There! Arrr!I did put on a little weight. So what did I do? I've been at home, eating, resting, recuperating, loving, sleeping, and also, I've been working of course. Time is not to be wasted on the unknown. You can get your head crazy thinking of all of the 'what ifs' questions. I've been scouting around for paths to take. What should I take, should I continue management studies, should I take on a new lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-2051603006529667892011-05-19T17:46:00.005+08:002011-05-19T17:55:42.108+08:00I Speak On Behalf of My ComradesFrom: <complaintlogs3@gmail.com>;Date: Wed, May 18, 2011 at 12:43 PMSubject: Reference No: 20110518C11153 - Feedback ON MANAGEMENT - xxxxxx (IC No. :xxxxxxxxx) - xxxxxxxTo: janetwooi@legendagroup.edu.my, xxxxxxx@gmail.comDear xxxxxx,Thank you for submitting your feedback to Legenda Education GroupReference No : 20110518C11153Description : To whoever who is holding back my HND Business lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-29641850937630547292011-05-17T13:16:00.007+08:002011-05-17T13:48:11.984+08:00The Fine Line Between These Two WorldsI woke up today with the melodic voice of the Bilal who calls for Zuhr prayer. Missed yet another Subuh prayer. Bad habits die hard.I see what is going on right now. The process of simplifying one's life is to remove problems from recurring. The easiest way to do that is to have spring cleaning of your life - remove bad relationship, remove pricks and thorns of a relationship, remove the whole lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-15252828347511939272011-05-13T00:48:00.000+08:002011-05-14T04:30:43.472+08:00You Can Hit It In The MorningI swear, these boots are the most comfortable. Worth every hard-earned penny. I feel like going some place faraway to get away from this superficial society. Running away is not the answer though. Will need to be firm and keep myself from being too friendly with trolls.And who else would want to go through everything with me? We just got into an accident recently. Settled it together like a pro. lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-63934888891208509712011-05-07T04:10:00.010+08:002011-05-07T23:06:26.427+08:00Previously in ...[insert your favourite chill out place]....Haha! I am very very much a social retard I have to google and lookup whether I was having a friendly banter or an argument. I think it was an argument. But nahh, if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. To those who are curious enough (including myself) I am going to write about what I've been up to these days. I will feel at ease when I jot these things down. And when I'm calmed and relaxed, lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-18377574878189705132011-04-27T20:54:00.003+08:002011-04-27T21:05:24.363+08:00Your Birthday This Year Is ComingMay comes too soon. Suddenly it has been 5 months since the breakup. There wasn't anything defined, but the breakup was definitely defined. Do I feel angry and sad about it? I did. But sometime in the future I know I'll peek at the past and will laugh about it. For now, it has been a lesson learned and I'm still taken aback with the whole transition. What triggered me to write all that was a lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6394493055653801799.post-53523970838834280062011-04-23T21:35:00.008+08:002011-04-24T03:15:51.818+08:00AlhamdulillahHave you ever felt so free and liberated after finally finding that perfect someone who clicks. Like the whole package of a person just fits into your criteria. That feeling of finally having someone who you can be yourself with? This feeling, it's somewhat like an emancipation of some sort. Whereby I was once a slave, in disguised of all the pretty and expensive gifts, but thanks to a glitch in lzrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02025032690102968863noreply@blogger.com0